God...are you at home?

Ever felt that you have been abandoned by God?

That's how i'm feeling right now...

I am proud to announce that i've never really pray for "worldly" things such as money, fame, social status, power, bigger house, bigger car, etc.....

Nope, i never ask God for those...

I only asked God for this...


Simple as that, just like snapping your fingers....

I know that i should have faith, but now, i can't help but feel like i'm being given this international gesture...


It's pretty damned depressing when you are given this treatment, ya knw?

So dear Almighty God, Heavenly Father, please, listen to and heed our prayers, and grant us the one and ONLY thing I always pray for... before i drift away and become a faithless, lost child of yours...



Anyway, feeling better after letting some of my steam out...time to cheer up, myself and everyone!



Im still alive and kicking and strong-willed like i used to be! You ain't gona beat me, BIATCH!!!

GOD is fair....or is He?

Since young i was told by my parents and sunday school teachers that our dear God, heavenly Father is a fair and just God, who hates evil and loves those who do good deeds. I have been believing that for 25 years of my life, no kidding.

But now, this very belief that anchors my faith towards God is challenged, and not in a small way. I have been seeing injustice, good people being mistreated, and frankly (after having a long thought), it seems like very few good people ever got rewarded by God.

She is a good girl, a good daughter, a good niece, a good grand-daughter, a good future-wife, a good, responsible employee and student. She is not perfect, but she is definitely thousand times better than most people out there who are enjoying their lives with no worries, and sinning all the way and getting away with God punishments.

And yet we are living in sorrow, desperation, despair, and it has really been a long time since i really laugh heartily without worries, you know that, God? Or have you forgotten us? Are you going to leave us to die just like this?

So God, I'm afraid i have to direct this question to you, and if i can't find the answer, i'm really afraid the basis of my religion will crumble:

GOD, ARE YOU IGNORANT OF YOUR CHILDREN'S NEEDS? ARE YOU THE TRUE, FAIR, AND JUST GOD THAT HATES EVIL AND REWARDS GOOD DEEDS, AND NEVER RENEGADES ON HIS PROMISES TO HIS CHILDREN?

Has justice finally been abandoned by you, o Heavenly Father?

I hope God has heard my prayers and would forgive me for my rude words, but God, most importantly, I have reached a crossroad in my religious life, and i need an answer NOW.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

i am such a fool and jackass....

im so sad...last nite i scratched my car's rim. not because of some1 else caused the accident, it was me myself. i was way too over-confident. as a result, the rim is scratched and my most-loved woman was dissappointed with my ignorance.

darling, i promise you, and whoever is reading this blog (i doubt there is any, though), that i will change my ignorance and over-confidence. this incident has really taught me a good lesson, that i should be humble no matter what the circumstances are.

please give me some time to show the results of my change....

ACCA!!! Here I comeeee!!!!

Tomorrow will be my very first time taking an ACCA exam, now can really feel the butterflies in my stomach flying up n down...dreadful feeling...

BUT, imagining my exam tomorrow as a kamikaze operation makes me feel more heroic!!


Sorry, i don't think i can bring in that head band into the exam hall tomorrow...

IM GONA make this exam a BANG!!!

BANG!!!!! Hope I can score BIG like this kamikaze pilot did!!

Hey, i'm not making fun of the world war 2 history, k? Im just so stressed out and trying to make myself feel more heroic and feel better... sorry if it offended any of you...

ACCOUNTANT HYPOCRITES!!!! F**K OFF!!!!!

I guess the genius ever-self-righteous accounting experts and academics at AC*A has really gotten sick of their typical bean-counting jobs like this

to THIS


They are dreaming about a perfect corporate world where everyone play by the rules and everyone is a SAIINT!!!!

Yeah rite!! Wake up you so-called accounting experts! Stop being self-righteous and snobbish and STUPID and act as if accountants are gona DIE if they dont follow your FAMOUS STIFF-ASS guidelines!

YUCK!!!!! Somebody get these punks out of my bloody face!!!


Yeah, those bastards are just as*holes who called themselves accountants...and yes, i am so pissed off rite nw coz they impose their hypocritical rules and teachings on me everyday!!!

Its like im stuck in a eternity shithole all the time!!!


I'LL BE BACK ONE DAY AND STUFF ALL MY STUDY TEXTS AND REVISION KITS UP UR ASSES, YOU HYPOCRITES!!!! MARK MY WORD!!!

Surprising discovery...

A RATHER SURPRISING DISCOVERY FOR MYSELF N MY OTHER HALF!

Came across this singer called Selma Bajrami Farmarice from Bosnia and Herzegovina!

Her songs are kind of middle-eastern to me, nice and different from the usual Eurovision songs, and if you look closely at her performance, it seems like she is incorporating some belly dance movements in her dance!

Im sure SUM1 will like her!

bloggin in class!

FiRST TIME BLOGGIN IN CLASS!!!! FEELS SO DAMNED TIRED AFTER A HECTIC MORNING!! BUT gOD SENDS ME TIS CHALLENGE COZ THE SCARIEST CHALLENGE IS OVER!! TOGETHER WE CAN FACE TIS BUSY TIRING EXHAUSTING YET EMERGE VICTORIOUS N TRIUMPHANT!!!

God is truly GREAT!

Yesterday, 4th of April 2011, is a huge day for me. I really experienced God's presence, His love for us and my future wife-to-be, and Him answering our prayers...


Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, especially true believers of God, I can now testify before you, and guarantee you that God listens to our prayers! And if you have 100% faith in Him, and believe that you have received what you prayed for, you WILL receive it! Hallelujah!

I really feel like God is embracing us!!! I love God!


God, as promised, we shall start keeping an eye out for your plans for us to serve you!


God, I hope You will gladly accept out heartfelt thanks and love for You, and continue to bless and shower us with blessings, and give us the only thing we need to serve you forever and ever! In Jesus name we pray, Amen!

My sincere 25th birthday wish to God, our Heavenly Father...

Dear God, I think of myself as a rather un-greedy and simple boy (or, a 25 year old man). Thus, my one and only 25th birthday wish is that I sincerely hope You, our Heavenly Father that showers everlasting and unending love on us, to bless my soon-t0-be wife, Michelle, and I great health and wisdom, so that we may serve You in a greater capacity. Please grant us good health to give us a chance to really serve You and Your cause, my Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen! Hallelujah! May all glory be to God!

I can foresee that with God looking after Michell and I, soon we will be seeing scenes like these in our lives.

Of course we are going to have a happy and peaceful family life...



God granting us the gift of children for us to form a truly dedicated Christian family to honour him...



And we vow to God we will build our family on strong foundations of Christian teachings...




And we will surely never forget who is the Almight God that gave us all these undeserved blessings...our Heavenly Father! May all glory be to our God! Hallelujah!!


Lord, please accept our love and respect to You...and please do look after us in our everyday lives....



because we know that............


May all glory be to God our Heavenly Father!!! Hallelujah!! Because we know for sure we will be witnessing God's miracles and blessings in our lives!!!



And we will surely enjoy every single second and every drop of God's blessings and miracles!

My upcoming birthday n sum reflections on sum stupid jackass who cant do anything useful but ruin people's lives

In less than 2 hours it's gona be my 25th anniversary to celebrate my arrival in this challenging world! (a.k.a birthday la!)


Come to think of it, sometimes i do feel like i am some kind of a hero to survive for 25 years! Phew!



But luckily, i have my most beloved people supporting me all this while, or else i would really end up like the guy in the pic above... thanks to you all, u know who u are!

Oh, BTW, when posting this article, i just realize the INTERNET CONNECTION in my country is simply magnificently amazingly unbelievably outrageously impressively an............................



A tribute to all those who are involved in providing this excellent internet connection for me....i really have to say i have been neglecting this all-time important concept...



So, ladies and gentlemen, i guess if we really want to have first-class internet connection, we have no choice but to kick this bunch of stupid jackasses out from their offices!

Don't think you are too weak to make a change! Remember........



Let's learn from the Americans!

Remember, don't let any jackass ruin our beautiful lives! For those jackasses out there who are powerful enough to ruin people's lives, you know who you are!!



To hell with all these useless scumbags!!

MY NEW RIDE!!!!!

HeLLLLLoooooooo ladies n gentlemen!!! Let me present to you.....my new ride~~~~~~. The All New Honda City 2010!!!! Hahahaha, actually it's not that new anymore, coz I collected it in December last year, but late is better than never, right?

Okay, let's take a look at my car.........



Looks gorgeous, isn't it/she? Hahahahaha! That's my ride and that's my PA who comes with the car when i purchased it and who satisfies my needs ......................................................................................... wash my ride everyday! (Yeah, i am day dreaming, but it dosen't hurt to day-dream, right?)

Anyway, i'll try to post up some interior pics of my real ride next time, if i can find the time and cast aside my never-ending lazinneeessssssssssssss....

First Post!!

Phew, after endless delays of my plans to start my own blog, finally I managed to cast aside all the stupid excuses to myself, together with the ever-present laziness in my blood, and started by very own blog!!!