God...are you at home?

Ever felt that you have been abandoned by God?

That's how i'm feeling right now...

I am proud to announce that i've never really pray for "worldly" things such as money, fame, social status, power, bigger house, bigger car, etc.....

Nope, i never ask God for those...

I only asked God for this...


Simple as that, just like snapping your fingers....

I know that i should have faith, but now, i can't help but feel like i'm being given this international gesture...


It's pretty damned depressing when you are given this treatment, ya knw?

So dear Almighty God, Heavenly Father, please, listen to and heed our prayers, and grant us the one and ONLY thing I always pray for... before i drift away and become a faithless, lost child of yours...



Anyway, feeling better after letting some of my steam out...time to cheer up, myself and everyone!



Im still alive and kicking and strong-willed like i used to be! You ain't gona beat me, BIATCH!!!

GOD is fair....or is He?

Since young i was told by my parents and sunday school teachers that our dear God, heavenly Father is a fair and just God, who hates evil and loves those who do good deeds. I have been believing that for 25 years of my life, no kidding.

But now, this very belief that anchors my faith towards God is challenged, and not in a small way. I have been seeing injustice, good people being mistreated, and frankly (after having a long thought), it seems like very few good people ever got rewarded by God.

She is a good girl, a good daughter, a good niece, a good grand-daughter, a good future-wife, a good, responsible employee and student. She is not perfect, but she is definitely thousand times better than most people out there who are enjoying their lives with no worries, and sinning all the way and getting away with God punishments.

And yet we are living in sorrow, desperation, despair, and it has really been a long time since i really laugh heartily without worries, you know that, God? Or have you forgotten us? Are you going to leave us to die just like this?

So God, I'm afraid i have to direct this question to you, and if i can't find the answer, i'm really afraid the basis of my religion will crumble:

GOD, ARE YOU IGNORANT OF YOUR CHILDREN'S NEEDS? ARE YOU THE TRUE, FAIR, AND JUST GOD THAT HATES EVIL AND REWARDS GOOD DEEDS, AND NEVER RENEGADES ON HIS PROMISES TO HIS CHILDREN?

Has justice finally been abandoned by you, o Heavenly Father?

I hope God has heard my prayers and would forgive me for my rude words, but God, most importantly, I have reached a crossroad in my religious life, and i need an answer NOW.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

i am such a fool and jackass....

im so sad...last nite i scratched my car's rim. not because of some1 else caused the accident, it was me myself. i was way too over-confident. as a result, the rim is scratched and my most-loved woman was dissappointed with my ignorance.

darling, i promise you, and whoever is reading this blog (i doubt there is any, though), that i will change my ignorance and over-confidence. this incident has really taught me a good lesson, that i should be humble no matter what the circumstances are.

please give me some time to show the results of my change....

ACCA!!! Here I comeeee!!!!

Tomorrow will be my very first time taking an ACCA exam, now can really feel the butterflies in my stomach flying up n down...dreadful feeling...

BUT, imagining my exam tomorrow as a kamikaze operation makes me feel more heroic!!


Sorry, i don't think i can bring in that head band into the exam hall tomorrow...

IM GONA make this exam a BANG!!!

BANG!!!!! Hope I can score BIG like this kamikaze pilot did!!

Hey, i'm not making fun of the world war 2 history, k? Im just so stressed out and trying to make myself feel more heroic and feel better... sorry if it offended any of you...

ACCOUNTANT HYPOCRITES!!!! F**K OFF!!!!!

I guess the genius ever-self-righteous accounting experts and academics at AC*A has really gotten sick of their typical bean-counting jobs like this

to THIS


They are dreaming about a perfect corporate world where everyone play by the rules and everyone is a SAIINT!!!!

Yeah rite!! Wake up you so-called accounting experts! Stop being self-righteous and snobbish and STUPID and act as if accountants are gona DIE if they dont follow your FAMOUS STIFF-ASS guidelines!

YUCK!!!!! Somebody get these punks out of my bloody face!!!


Yeah, those bastards are just as*holes who called themselves accountants...and yes, i am so pissed off rite nw coz they impose their hypocritical rules and teachings on me everyday!!!

Its like im stuck in a eternity shithole all the time!!!


I'LL BE BACK ONE DAY AND STUFF ALL MY STUDY TEXTS AND REVISION KITS UP UR ASSES, YOU HYPOCRITES!!!! MARK MY WORD!!!

Surprising discovery...

A RATHER SURPRISING DISCOVERY FOR MYSELF N MY OTHER HALF!

Came across this singer called Selma Bajrami Farmarice from Bosnia and Herzegovina!

Her songs are kind of middle-eastern to me, nice and different from the usual Eurovision songs, and if you look closely at her performance, it seems like she is incorporating some belly dance movements in her dance!

Im sure SUM1 will like her!

bloggin in class!

FiRST TIME BLOGGIN IN CLASS!!!! FEELS SO DAMNED TIRED AFTER A HECTIC MORNING!! BUT gOD SENDS ME TIS CHALLENGE COZ THE SCARIEST CHALLENGE IS OVER!! TOGETHER WE CAN FACE TIS BUSY TIRING EXHAUSTING YET EMERGE VICTORIOUS N TRIUMPHANT!!!